The Pathetic Path
Thursday, January 5th, 2006The hardest thing a person can ever do is to hold back some things, most of the time the truth. Funny how most of us would move heaven and earth for the truth, yet once it comes out in the open, it really hurts. What makes it all the more harder is that people around us will get hurt and be pulled into the whole, making the entire thing a lot more complicated and graver. Such is a predicament that most of us would certainly not want to aggravate in any given situation. The simplicity of the situation becomes all the more harder and accepting reality the way it should be.
A hard part is going back and reflecting on the wrong things that transpired, most of which become overruled when the truth comes out. People would pay good money to get to know the truth, but the factors that come along with it are totally clueless. The worst part of it is knowing in the end that all of these so called things are just cover-ups for hanky pankies already going on behind your back. Worst part, being told you are the worst, meanest, immature, mediocre, selfish, and irresponsible person on earth are just icings on the cake. That feeling of being a useless human being tagged beside your name all these years, wandering and looking for ways to identify them and improve yourself but in the end you would find that all of them are for a naught is something no one would truly want to be in.
What is there left? Watching each day pass, doing the usual routines, ensuring that you are being able to provide and comply with the need of your dependents…that is about it. There is no more room for happiness and comfort, but more for despair and anguish. Truly this is one life that is to be forgotten. But as long as I am breathing and standing, I will ensure that all people dear to me will remain free from harm and troubles, for I have assumed that without a doubt that my sole purpose is to help people and digest all their worries and troubles from hereon.
